My Little Princess

Assalamualaikum

It's been a while i do not share about my kids. All growing up too fast with so many progress and events but only mummy could not catch with them up..hehe hopefully they forgive me

So now let's start with my little princess, Iris. :)

Iris is a kind-hearted, loving, caring, and sweet child. For example; She would wait in front of the bathroom until i finish with my business (esp at night) No matter i say issokay iris if you wanna go in front first but she quickly say no, i won't leave you, Mummy. Awwww I felt touching instantly. :'(

At night whenever both Zahin and Zafri already 'cop' to sleep beside me, Iris quietly either go sleep with Babah or go to her own bed (in the same room with us) Then she would say, Mummy, can i sleep with you tomorrow? Adoiyai kesian anakku, so mmg tangkap leleh la mummy T_T i quickly answer, sure darling i'll sleep with you tomorrow ok. Still i would feel so bad watching her from afar while her along n adik closely holding my arms.

Oh Iris, How i always wish i have an extra arm for you. But hopefully you know that if mummy's not too tired mummy will wait until Along n adik fall asleep then i quickly get to you and holding you in my arms until you sleep safe and sound. :)

Iris would try her best not to forget the magic word like 'please', 'sorry' and 'thank you'. She's so charming..isn't she? Mmg melting la klu dia cakap 'mummy, can i have a chocolate sandwich pleaseeee? Hihi too cute to ignore her requests. ;)

Cuma Iris ni sgt la hyper and daring. suka sangat berlari, melompat dan memanjat! Then she usually end up with bruises, cuts, bleeding and crying. :(

Mummy love you, Iris. Mummy truly sorry whenever mummy tegur/marah/tinggi suara pada Iris especially when you keep screaming too loud after quarelling and keep jumping from chair to chair. I just afraid that you would accidently fall and being injured. When it happens, it almost gives me heart-attack and scared me to death.

I will never forget the day that you were almost being hit by a car at Dagenham. I think my heart stopped beating for a while.

That day you just ran to cross the road to follow me. You were supposed and promised to stay at the park nearby with babah but suddenly you'd changed your mind to follow me but at that time mummy already at the other side of the road. Once i heard you called me out i quickly turned my head and saw you were running towards me and i was screaming your name out of my lung and luckily the driver pressed the break abruptly, his car was too close to you. Ya Allah i can't move at all, i was shaking all over. Babah ran and got you..i didn't care the driver swore 'fucking shit' at me, i just relieved to see that you were safe. That's all. I thank Allah for saving your life..!

But since that day, i'm more alert. I don't trust you anymore in a good way..you're still a small kid, so i should not assume you as a big girl yet. Even i do the same to along Zahin now. Must be monitored all the time, everywhere. Kalau boleh dok depan mata mummy and babah je. Hehe..

When you both at school, i pray hard so that Allah would protect you from any accidents. But kalau dah takdir juga nak jatuh ke luka ke mummy redha..but hopefully not the major ones. Amin

Mummy always pray so that i have enough time to spend my life with you and to see you growing up, get married and have your own family..in shaa Allah amin..! :)

Love you my little princess Iris..:x